Tuesday, April 29, 2014

If crappy endings had a name - High Kick through the roof, you just placed number 1

04/28/14

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High Kick through the Roof Season 2
source: koreandrama.org

(Do not worry next to me ranting about how terrible and utterly crappy the ending was and how you should not watch it because it'll be a total waste of time, I'll also go in on the things that made it so easy to watch it so fast -took me like a week (not good FYI) - so the postives of the show, I mean it was really popular for a reason, you know)

I'm writing the date up there to emphasize when I'm writing this post. I'll probably work on it more later and then publish it but I'm writing this post within the 10 minutes that I finished watching High Kick through the Roof 2.
If you plan on watching this sitcom, because of any of the amazing cast - DO NOT. I am warning you, do not watch this. I loved the first 125 episodes and the time flew by, I think I finished watching this sitcom regardless of me having way more important things to do (Study for exams/Choose a Uni/Choose a course/Think about my future). Instead, because I felt so sad for Yoon Shi Yoon in Prime Minister & I (obvious second lead syndrom popping its head up again), I decided to watch the sitcom.
The characters were, annoying at first, but lovable all the same and in the end I did cry. Not for the last 5 minutes, because that's the official ending of the story. Before I proceed (I so wish someone had stopped me before starting this sitcom) , do not watch it. It has the crappiest ending to a sitcom of all things, I have ever seen. Trust me, if I say that, that's saying something. I've basically seen every kdrama out there, and most have crappy endings. They can't help themselves, regardless of how great a drama is, the ending always bleaks in comparison and is never that good. However, regardless... I have never really felt the need to go online, look up what the hell the producer/directors/writers were thinking when they did what they did to an amazing tv show. It is truly one of the crappiest endings in crappy ending history (how I wish I'll never waste my time like this, ever!!!!).

Now, if regardless of me warning you not to watch this you do. When you see the ending, you will ask yourself why you didn't listen to me. Because trust me, this is not a personal opinion belonging to solely one person. Look it up online, and you will see (maybe better written) but definitely written posts about people exclaiming their frustation with that oh-so-crappy ending.

If you are a person who actually liked what they saw, please comment on this post and tell what you saw that I didn't. Anything to make me feel like I didn't waste (126 episodes, 21 minutes per episode = 2645 minutes, that divided by 60 is 44.1 hours) 44 hours of my life.

This sitcom had an amazing cast (which will probably be the reason that most of you, if any, will watch this show, otherwise who could possibly have the guts to start with sth that is 126 episodes long - I sure wish I didn't :( The one time I show bravery, I really wish I hadn't).
As you guys can see, my reason for watching this show was Yoon Shi Yoon, who's gained a lot of popularity this year (and you can totally see why).
Next to him there's Lee Kwangsoo (my favourite Running Man - his betrayal is to die Laughing for)
and there Daniel Choi who's also been in some really good dramas recently (one I've completed with him in it was Baby Faced Beauty - truly one of the best and most rounded endings ever!!!!! the reason I gave it a 10 and might discuss it in a post later.)
Then there's Hwang Jung Eum - who I recently saw in Kdrama Secret (loved it!!!! ) and only then noticed that I've also seen her in Golden Time (kinda awesome medical drama) and Can you hear my heart (didn't finish it, but it really is a great drama as well - the cast is just >~< )
Yoo In Na who's been gaining popularity thanks to Queen Inhyun's Man (sweetest, and one of the most - if it's correct to use this word -fluffiest dramas you'll ever see, it's just so non-melodramatical) and her second lead role in My Love from another Star which definitely scored her more points.
Oh, and there's Gikwang from Beast !!!! I can not believe I didn't recognize him (it's already been 5 years since the show was filmed, and I had a feeling he belonged to some k-pop group, but I just didn't recognize him).
There are tons more cameos which also added spice to the dish - if you will - like Jung Il Woo's appearance in episode 35-36

Let me go on a Jung Il Woo rant for a moment (If you know him and have seen his dramas, you'll get what I'm about to say)

Jung Il Woo
source : en.korea.com

Why do you always play such sad roles?!!!!! Making me cry every single time.
It was like that in The Moon that embraces the Sun and it was like that with your cameo in this sitcom.

[Spoiler on Episode]
 He played such a sad role in this "sitcom". The deceased boyfriend of Hwang Jung Eum. He had some type of disease, but he made Hwang Jung Eum, a girl he really likes and asked Heli (the puppy) to run to on the street so he could run up to her, think that he was going to travel around the world. So, HJE obviously thought he didn't care enough about her and just left Heli so that she'd take care of her (Heli is a female dog) - he wrote a post card in preperation knowing what was going to happen to him and he told Heli that he was leaving anyway so he wasn't really lying when he wrote that postcard. It was heartbreaking, and whenever I think about it, this story puts me in such a sad mood. HJE never found out the truth about what happened to him and some years later when the puppy ran back to the house that he used to live in and is taken back by HJE, we see it through the puppy's eyes!!!!! It's truly heartbreaking.

Let's make a new year's resolution (even though it's already April - stop taking on such sad roles! and be a bit more positive will you? But, not super obnoxious (though kinda cute) like you were in Flowerboy Ramyun Shop (like seriously - drama had some flowerboy overflow going on).

Now, moving on from the most memorable and heartbreaking episode.

There's episode 125, the kiss with Jun Hyuk. I was like, finally!!! they might get together or do something! and every time she and Ji Hoon were like even in the same room I was like, get over him already!!!, that optimism and happiness... DID. NOT. LAST.

Let's talk about the actual ending. Read the paragraph that is about to follow on your own risk. If you ever want to watch this sitcom, this following paragraph will prevent you from even giving it a shot. Why? Because you will understand by what I mean when I say - crappy ending.

Final Episode - Up to 20 minutes it's great. Then they do it. The 3 years later scene starts.

You see HJE (Ji Hoon ex-girlfriend who had some family problems, thus broke up with Ji Hoon because she wanted to make sth of herself - her family's business had gone bankrupt) , she now has a job and is up for a management position. You see Jun Hyuk go to her (the high school student who had a crush on Se Kyung - who was obviously in love with Ji Hoon (his uncle!) - he'd confessed to her in the episode before, and they kissed on the cherry blossom road, before they'd promised they'd walk on it together one day -> never officially dated or anything). They talk about visiting the cherry blossom road, and then start talking about what happened on that day 3 years ago, wondering about the whatifs.

FLASHBACK

3 years ago. Se Kyung (housemaid ) and her sister finally are able to live together with their dad (who had to work off the debt he had) and they're about to migrate to Tahiti. The little sister and father go to the airport first, but ofcourse Se Kyung needs to see Ji Hoon before she leaves, so she stops at the hospital he's working at. They then talk and he offers her a ride to the airport, he's on his way out anyway (to see HJE in Daejoom or sth).
It's raining very hard.
She then confesses her feelings to him. He looks at her. The end.

Oh, I forgot to mention. Before the whole 3 years later scene started and they'd just gotten into the car, there was a move quicker in time and a bit later (like seconds) a news report was aired that there had been a slip-up on the road due to the heavy rain. There were 8 injured and 4 fatalities. (It is insinuated - later confirmed when I looked it up online, that Se Kyung and Ji Hoon were meant to have died).
My reaction: The f*** is wrong with that ending?!
source: a-dolls-dream.tumblr.com
  





Now, let's talk about the problems I have with this oh-so-crappy ending.
  1. Before I looked it up online I thought there were 2 possibilities, they either died or they ended up together and the reason why HJE and Jun Hyuk were talking about them so sadly was because they weren't together anymore and chose each other. Honestly, the second one would be way better than the insinuation of death. Moving the speculation away, they never had an official ending saying this happened, they didn't show an accident... They just did the pauze thing where the music starts playing and the sponsors are shown. So, if you watch it, choose for the second option. Before looking it up, I thought that those were the possibilities and it sucked being confirmed that what they were supposed to represent was that they died.
  2. I wanted Jun Hyuk and Se Kyung to end up together. Why can't the female leads ever choose wisely? (I wonder)
  3. It's utterly crap.
  4. Not open-ended, oh I wonder I wish, it's okay kind of ending that some dramas tend to do, being kinda cliffhangerish. It is just utterly crap.
  5. The stories of the other characters weren't rounded off. You have totally no clue what happened with the other lovable characters you've kind of 'lived with' in their ups and down for 125 episodes, and they don't even get an ending. You don't even know what happened to them. Are Kwangsoo and Inna still together? What about Lee Soonjae and the Ja Ok? The baby that the mother was pregnant with, how did that go? Did the father become the president of the company, or is he still the stupid vice-president he was for most of the show? What about Shin Shin Ae and the father? Did they go to Tahiti? Was there even a funeral? What about Julien, why didn't he ever confess his feelings for Se Kyung?
© PrinCkhera
Let's never watch a drama/sitcom again
without reading atleast one review, shall we?

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

My future ramblings

Hi, I won't be introducing as an official post of T.E. because it's more me rambling
Though some of you might be able to relate (?!) if you do please tell me,
I need to know that more people are going through the same

I know my drawing skill aren't all that, but here goes.

I'm facing one of the most important decisions in my life, what I'm going to do after I graduate High School
The problem is, I want to do too much without knowing whether I really want it or not...
I'm sure some of you guys have gone through this before, unless you're the 'I have a dream' or 'I know what I want and I'm going for it' people
Not that I have anything against you guys, but you really piss me off because I'm totally jealous of how sure you guys are, especially when I only have today left to decide
I know I should have done better my best to research everything, but I just put it off again and again because I hated making this decision...
Truth is... I'm scared, what if I make the wrong decision? What if I drop the thing I was actually meant to do? What if I should have just listened to my parents and followed the path they want for me? Do what I don't want to survive?
What if what I choose isn't what I was supposed to do?

Everywhere, everyone around me... Friends who know what they want to do, family who wants me to do something fixed (the stereotypical Indian parents who only find that Medicine, Law & Engineering are the only legit career choices and business) what am I supposed to do?

I've always been the type that gets dilemmas over the smallest of things...

What if I want to become a doctor? What if that's the path I should choose?
What if I don't actually want to, but have been brainwashed into it?

What do I want? What do I want? What do I want? What do I want? What do I want? What do I want?

Can any of you imagine the stress I'm going through,
if you're doing something you love
if you understand the predicament I'm going through
if you have genuine advice, what would it be?

Telling me to follow my dreams : what am I supposed to do if I don't have a dream, nor have I ever had one.
Telling me to do what I like: what if what I like can't provide food on the table or be able to convince my parents that I'm not following the wrong path

How I wish there was something I could do, that would combine my interests and get my parents' permission...

If you're reading this blog, and have read my posts before this, it's pretty clear what I like, is it not?

Language, Culture, Relations between countries...

Lately my parents have been pushing me for business studies, but I don't know anything about it? I can look about it online for a while but is there a course that will allow me to combine what I'm interested in with what could keep my parents happy?

Please, I need advice right now... And if you've been able to pull yourself through these future ramblings of a teenager, please...
ANYthing?

Sorry, this blog is supposed to be me centre-ing everything around Eurasia, but here I am using it as outlet of my frustrations...

Monday, September 30, 2013

Language and Culture - Reason for my writing (?)


Hi and welcome to my second official post

This blog is named totally eurasian - and there's a reason behind it. If I didn't go into it too deeply in my introduction, I will now.
Through this blog, my aim is to help break down the barrier between different cultures - every country has its own history, its own traditions, its own culture and languages. They all have something to offer to the world, but there's a barrier around this intention. A barrier consisting of prejudice / unwillingness to try something new / the inability to accept another .
In this world, however, which is becoming more and more interrelated, this world which is becoming more and more mixed. I want this barrier which has separated us all for so long, to slowly but surely start showing cracks. My aim (even though It's me going overboard and I know perfectly well that I'm hoping for too much) but I want to help make cracks in this barrier.
I want to learn about the world and what it's made of, I want to help make this world a better place to live and I believe that that's only possible if we learn to accept others and learn from them.

Culture is an amazing thing, there are so many different cultures on this world which took decades to establish themselves. For me I believe Europe and Asia to be the most diverse places I am personally related to, and very interested in.

This belief is strongly supported and solidifies thanks to my parents partly. They've always been the stereotypical 'Indian' parents. They love me and want what's best for my future, and for them it was me becoming a doctor. It's a noble profession, and because they wanted me to become on so badly I was confused for a very long time always wondering whether I shouldn't just listen to my parents. However, I think... And this is just me thinking, but my future-

My future, I want to write it myself... I'm not sure whether the path I'm choosing will be the best one, but it might be the best one for me...

Language and culture - Europe and Asia. I want to explore this more, I want to learn about it more, I want to discover it and help the world by breaking down this barrier I've talked about.

Again, I know perfectly well that this barrier, which has been there for so long (probably from the time that every single country was still joined and cavemen - our ancestors - were ruling the place) can't be broken by a single person...
Even though that is the case, I still want to atleast give it a shot, and if even one person takes what I've written seriously and considers it for a moment or two, I'll be more than happy to have made the tiniest bit of an influence. Yes, I know it's going to be super-tiny, but it's there.

On this note, for me, everything I know (pretty much except the basic stuff you have to have to learn in school) comes from TV. I mean, the english language (TV!) , hindi (TV) , broken bits and pieces of korean/japanese (TV!!!!)
The same way literature represents what a culture and a country and the times people live in is about, I believe that TV does the same, because the things we see on TV are physical manifestations (not sure if I used this word right, but I sure hope I did) of what we read.

My first official post about K-POP conquering the world. Well, it's a possibility by the amount of fans growing by the minute. My future posts will be europe-asia oriented, because I am Indian, but I was born and raised in Belgium and I absolutely love both. Especially the film and media, because like it or not... In this world which is becoming more and more 'modern' , film and media play a very big role and I intend to explore what kinds of effects they have + discuss most of them.

Again, confusing post... Maybe, quite messy and not organized. Still trying to find my 'writing voice' and all, but I hope you guys will still bear with me :P

PrinCkhera

Friday, September 13, 2013

Reasons K-POP is (going to) conquer the world (?)

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Hi, this is my first official post (?)

Tbh I don't have a clue where to get started, this time I really want to give it my hardest but I have frankly no clue where and with what. But, since I'm listening to K-POP right now, and it inspired me to work a bit harder (this song I'm listening to did - of course with english subtitles, but I hope one day I won't need them) why not start with K-POP.

Everyone knows PSY - I mean, since his MV (=Gangnam Style) went viral on youtube, he became a very big deal. People forget however, that he is only one of many. Well, about 70% of the crowd will belong to this forgetting category, the rest have definitely heard it before and have one favorite group they can think of right away.

However, if you're not a fan, then would you truly understand all this love that K-POP is getting? Probably not, because face it! We're a very prejudice-prone group of people, most of the world is.
I know I was, before my 'eyes opening to the world episode' (thanks to watching so many dramas and not being 'UGH I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT ANYWAY!!! WHAT's THE POINT IF I HAVE TO READ TO UNDERSTAND?!!!!') I was totally the same. My parents are also the type to say it as is, as what they see, only that. Our eyes only see skin-deep. We're born & raised believing that, and we grow up believing that and then we pass it on to our kids.

In recent years, I think around 2010... K-POP hit the rails... If it was using its feet to go through the world until then, now it started using the train. That probably doesn't make any sense because I said it off the top of my head, but you get the metaphor, right? Forgetting this for a moment...

Let's first break down the differences between well English-spoken music (by that I mean the songs which hit the billboard music top 100 or any other music show there is <- and there are a lot )and K-POP


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UK/US characteristics
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K-POP characteristics

Up there you can see the main characteristics of each genre, K-POP is literally a genre so...
Okay let's discuss:

K-POP:
  • You will rarely find solo-singers, even those who have debuted as solo were first in girl or boy groups. This is mostly, always the case.
  • Dancing is a major deal, check out one MV and you will see a trademark dance, which with enough practice you may just master.
  • Image for K-POP idols is super important. You're the face of your group. If you're in a scandal, your sales and fans will drop. Which brings us to...
  • The Fans!!!! The most important factors to the successes of K-POP groups. Everyone knows how important fans are, they are the reason that everything exists. By that I mean, if a show wasn't popular it would get cancelled. If a musician didn't receive the love of people, then no tickets would be sold, no one would bother listening to their music. Somehow, for K-POP the fans come in so many forms. In every part of the world, what makes them even more special is because how unexpected it is.
  • Usually idols start training (for debuting as idols) from a very young age by going to auditions and if luckily getting picked, going after school to the company to train every single day. Some people give up, because usually they can't handle it (the training, the patience, the work) or they simply don't want to anymore. Those who persevere and with lady luck at their side, get to debut. Usually trainees are put together in groups (not a bunch of friends sharing a passion for music and deciding to work together to become rock-stars) which can be changed on multiple occasions. Sometimes, the debut can be cancelled, or it doesn't work out. Then you're back, working harder and harder. That is, if you still have the will to continue this hard journey.
  • In most countries (by this I mean Europe), military service isn't mandatory. However, in South Korea -> it is! Usually by the end of their 20s male idols have to go join the armed forced for a period of 2 years saying a temporary farewell to their fans. (SongJoongKi comes to mind who left last month, and Leeteuk who's been gone for so long as well >~<)
  • They're trendsetters. One point I'd like to refer to is 'airport fashion'. Doesn't matter if it's comfortable or not. It's a very very big deal. Because usually, if you're successful -> you have fans waiting for you at the airport while they're holding cellphones in one hand and posters in the other saying 'OPPA!!!!!!! SARANGHAE-YEO!!!!!' What they wear there, will appear on a lot of social networking sites and possibly news stories.
  • Once the group picks up the next stop for them is: Acting/MC'ing/Variety appearances. Idol careers are somewhat like model careers. They're there with an expiration date. Not saying that they lose all their fans, but face it... There are new, younger groups coming every year and frankly at some point you just don't move the way you used to. The break up, and the final farewell~~~ If in this period they blew all their money on living in extravagance and didn't save up~ I sincerely think that that was being really stupid. So, another path that opens up once the group gains popularity is Acting. Cameo appearances. South Korea, next to known for k-pop is there for their dramas. Every season bringing more >amazing< to the screen. Variety appearances are also very important. That way people, especially fans get to know the group better. You know when you search for the word idol in a dictionary. They're seen as something representing Gods deserving of admiration and adoration. But, they're people like you and me! Only they worked their butt off to get where they are. 
  • Abs - Unlike what people have prejudiced, working out that much, training that much and dancing like that. It's not possible to not have amazing abs:
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  • Then there's the actual music - notice how much I had to say about everything else, but their music. And how that is not going to be the case with the other part of this differences thing. It's catchy, it's a mix of I don't know what. But, it captivates you. The MV gives you enough eye-candy. You get excited by the dance and even though you might not understand a thing they're saying you still feel like wanting to sing along. It's the music, it really does make something tick inside and you won't know what that is until you hear it.
  • + I forgot to add that there's the confusion about mini-albums, come-backs (even though they didn't go anywhere) and full albums etc. It really confuses me. They have so many different words for everything, so unlike every other genre.
  • + The guys wear make-up, but check all of them yourself! Is there a moment they don't look - for a lack of a better word - hot?
  • Occasionally there has been some dress-wearing been going on (usually as a punishment for not winning a game or sth in a variety show) but that's all to bring us - the people - the chance to laugh our asses off ^^

UK/US :
  • 'It's all about the music' according to many and it truly is all about it. Unlike K-POP you don't have to be really good looking to break through. You need the ability to... There are so many to's. First and foremost: The voice- your vocals are very important since it's very important you need to be able to sing. You need to be able to express yourself. Music is expressing what you feel, and you need to convey the lyrics well so others understand because if they don't then it wasn't a very good performance. All the blitz and glamour which K-POP uses, isn't really needed.
  • You don't crash and burn because of a scandal. Fans won't be very pissed off at you and stop listening to your music because you started dating someone.
  • Usually you come across more solo singers, though the amount of groups has been rising recently.
  • Your performances are what you live and train for, because these singers are known by all all over the world.
  • I can't say more because what I said first is truly what music is about: 'It's all about the music' and nothing else, everything else plays a role, of course. But, it doesn't matter as long as you can reach the heart of those listening to you, move them, touch them with your voice. Convey what you need them to understand.
  • No expiration date. Of course, groups break up, singers retire but... You can be 40 and still have an amazing singing career. Look at Madonna who's in her 50s and still rocking it.
  • Everyone is welcome to join this scene, because music is for everyone. You don't need years and years of training and  practice.
Another difference, not really to do with their characteristics but more like -> the CD's. I couldn't help but put a bit about it here, by how 'OMG' I am about this. Normal CD's are like enough to cover the CD and cost like 15 euros or less. The limited edition CD's of KPOP are of a whole different world. A friend of mine bought a Teen Top limited edition album and it was huge. Like the size of a notebook...
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CD's K-POP limited edition VS UK/USA
By now, you should have a pretty good idea of what the differences are between K-POP and the UK/USA. Now, let's see... I think the characteristics of K-POP explained them for themselves. It's amazing, but it's a genre of music. Like rock/pop/classical... You need to think of it like that. If you don't like it, you don't. But a prejudice against it is just something you need to work on, honestly. For me, I can listen to K-POP love the songs, but not know who's who or really pay attention to the dance moves and they guys (I can't tell them apart in videos if I haven't seen them in variety shows, because I don't bother... It's not like I'm a fan of any particular group, so I don't bother looking up every detail, which is kind of :( Because I wish I had one group I could go 'OHMAIGAWD' over.) I can only tell them apart if they've made an impression on me, and  I think that that's the case for many of you. Unless someone makes an impression, a remarkable one, you don't bother saving them in your memory and why should you? It's your brain, do with it what you wish... In this post I just wanted to discuss this topic a bit, and if for some it's their first time hearing over this and me talking about K-POP got you excited to see if what I'm talking about it right, then I'm now going to provide you guys with some MVs. If you already love K-POP, still check these out because they're amazing.

So... Is K-POP going to conquer the world? Maybe, maybe not. I just hope that one day, everyone knows about it. They won't be prejudiced as much towards it and that it will be considered another genre like jazz/pop/rock etc. This barrier between cultures, I just hope that maybe (on the off chance) it's been slightly cracked by my post (but that'd be going overboard) but it's a prospect I'd be very happy about thinking.

With this, I conclude my first post. Put in a substantial amount of work. Wrote it as I went along, so hope there aren't any wrong sentence wordings (I don't notice these myself). Tell me what you guys think!!! Any comments? Opinions? K-POP fan? Never heard of it before? Anything?
Thank you for reading, and if at all possible, please follow ^^

Have a nice day !!!! & I hope your Friday the 13th went well and passed safely :P

The song which inspired me to start working right away.

I just loved this song. Though the ending I don't completely get.

You don't need to understand her. This is truly one of the best songs ever.
Listen to her amazing voice. This MV solely stands on its music-legs (?) and then a cute cameo with Gikwang but that's much later.

I literally cried, since I'm always prone to second lead syndrome
and this... T.T amazing 

An MV which took 1 billion won which is about 694 000 euros O.O
Do you guys think it was worth it?

Finally I want to leave you guys with a move you might want to try practicing because it's so cool. This move became popular thanks to Infinite and it's called the Scorpion Dance. Try it out and see if you can do it. I truly hope that after much much practice, I might one day be able to do it.

Adele performing. I couldn't not put her here, because I just wanted to ^^
Truly amazing, I totally love this song.

© PrinCkhera

Hi (my intro for all of you to this blog)

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Hi Everyone,

My name's Kudrat and well... This is my blog.
I'll explain first of all who I am and then what this blog is going to be about, why I created it and what I plan to do. So, try to finish reading it ^^

Since at the moment I'm only 17, whatever you find on this blog is going to be from a teen perspective. To add I'm going to be in my final year of high school and i'll be sending in college applications through UCAS in less than 2 months (major >~<).

I know more or less what path I'm thinking of... However, I'm not sure if that's the path I want to walk on. If people ask me what my dream is? I can honestly look everywhere (the ground, the bushes, their shoes, their hair, the sky, the trees, the people I didn't notice before, the birds who'd apparently been chirping, the ... it can go on).
If I'm asked what I like it basically comes to this:
TV (I've been obsessed with movies, tv-shows, and since beginning 2010 it expanded to the rest of Asia and wasn't only limited to Europe and India)
Since the plots and the stories are so different in each continent (Europe and Asia) it's kept me very busy all these years and since I found asian dramas that one fateful day somewhere in 2010, it's opened my eyes. In a way.
Different languages, different cultures... Everything , this world we live in and what we do... All of it is amazing, and I never saw it in that way before.

Europe is where I'm born and raised. India, where my cultural heritage is from.

I'd been the confused type, the 'I can't even choose a favorite color type' and the 'having a dilemma over ever little thing' type for far too long.

I don't really know myself, I have difficulty with pinpointing things or talking about myself and create dilemmas over every little thing, I want to change and I am going to. Because I don't like how indecisive I am, I don't like how I use my time knowing I shouldn't be doing whatever I am (which is usually catching up on this week's episodes).

With this blog I will try to decipher what I love... Whether it's becoming a doctor (which my parents have been pushing me into for so long) or whether it's something else... This blog is going to focus on one of my passions, though I don't know if that's a word I can use...
Well, as I go along you guys will see ^^